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Need Advice on the Effectiveness of My Actions

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Jup, Mar 12, 2024.

  1. Jup

    Jup New Fapstronaut

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    Hello,

    After some ups and downs during February, I managed to enter March strong as I've hit my longest streak of 14 days (I don't like counting streaks but I am just for more information for the post).
    I've been feeling content and relatively anxiety free, passing the time with school, work, walking and/or jogging daily, and picking up a musical instrument to learn etc. I have blockers on browsers and filters on video game launchers.

    It's gotten to the point where I don't feel any random sexual arousal and ZERO urge to open a porn website or media. I have felt zero activity "down there" ever since I started this streak or morning wood which was to be expected since it's been only 2 weeks. I think I'm in one of those periods people here call a "flatline"? Regardless, it just feels like I don't have a sexual organ anymore due to how little it reacts to anything, even touch my own physical touch.

    The exceptions to the above is when:
    - Clothes rubbing give me a semi hard erection
    - I randomly think of a sexual encounter that I made up out of my own imagination that gives me a semi hard erection and then fizzles shortly after.

    I'd just like to know if I'm headed down the right track because I still listen to ASMR RP on YouTube, not the videos with a girl in front of a camera doing things (personally weird to me), just videos where it's usually a static image and a female voice reading a script they've made or used someone else's and 90% of the time I listen to this while doing a task, so I haven't relapsed on them or anything, having a second opinion on if I should just cut them out completely would be greatly appreciated.

    I'm hopeful for the next couple of weeks/days after reading about the inspirational stories on this forum and good luck to you all.
     

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