Hi, Earlier I opened an email from a fetish dating site, I was just curious about how it would effect me.I found out, I got that rush in the abdomen, the dopamine hit, from seeing sexily clad women. I very nearly succumbed, did some kundalini yoga, and it has mostly passed now, but just now, logging on to this site, twice I got '500 forbidden', couldn't access the site, I got that buzz again, I almost used it as an excuse to fap. The main thing that stopped me I think, is that this is unknown territory for me, and I'll never learn now to have self mastery if I cave in at times like these.But also it's posts by people who relapsed, telling us what it is like , and I don't want that. I feel better for posting this, just like all the other times I've posted when I felt vulnerable to a relapse. Keep up the good work guys! If you've relapsed, keep trying. All the best.
If you relapse, you'll get what you've always got. But if you resist, you'll learn a new path. Congratulations on having resisted, keep up your work, I'll also keep mine.
Well done, mate. This can be a trial at times. I'm only 11 days in but I've nearly relapsed a couple of times. Just glad I didn't. Not the end of the world if it happens, but the will to win is on he who has control. Well done on you continued success!
Thanks Guys. I did MO when I woke up, I knew I was going to do it sometime soon, although it wasn't to porn. I noticed though, that it felt strange after 3 months, I didn't enjoy it that much. This morning I did a taoist technique where you get yourself to almost coming, and then channel the energy into your body. I think i'll carry on with that from now on. I can do that properly now, without edging to porn for hours. All the best.
96 days is an incredible record! I think some MO without the P is OK if you've been strong for so long. I'm trying to just stop the P, the M, AND the O for a while. Today is only day 4 and it suddenly got a lot more difficult. The reason is that "it" just got a lot "harder," so to speak ... :-\ You're an inspiration; I'm following you.