My struggle towards raise

Hi,

I joined nofap 21 days ago and for almost 18 days I was totally away from PMO's. Even though i came across lot of stimulating material or person i was able to control my self. I felt first time in my whole life as i am in control. yes, I am masturbating for more than 16 years in my 25 years. Oh god..that is way to much. But those three week i felt very good and one of the best moments of my life. But they were short lived and i started PMOing again. I thought I could manage without PMO by just reading other journals and materials and without posting anything in NoFap but I couldn't do that. After abstaining from masturbation for almost 3 weeks I gave in. Sad part is I am liking it now. Even though i read about ill-effects of PMO in yourbrainonporn.com my mind/me did not bother about those things after 3 weeks. I gave in and I PMOed 3 times in last 4 days. Then, I realized It is not possible to stop my 16 year addiction in just 3 weeks. And I am not ready to give in.

So, i decided to fight again until i succeed. I decided to post my activity everyday.Hope I will succeed in giving up PMO addiction and live my life.

Thanks