My Road to freedom

Hey everyone,
my name is Phil. I currently live in Utah and work in the mental health field. I am also attending college to finish my bachelors degree and then on to my masters. I have been making some changes in my life and I feel porn is one of those things that needs to change. I totally happened across this site from a video I saw online. I have been trying to quit porn for a long time with little to no success. I am on here hopefully to be able to stop my pornography use completely and to start a life of love: love for myself and love for others.

It has been hard being LDS(Mormon), gay, black, and a porn addict. There are a lot of internal battles I have to fight and try to make sense of, but I hope that I can find freedom from this and then work on the other issues I face.

 

So, I have an AP. He's a really close friend who I can call anytime when I need him. I started a gym membership to go whenever I feel bored, since boredom is a huge factor in my PMO. I also am on here seeking out help and encouragement from people who struggle just as I do. I know it's not easy and I know I can't do it alone.