Hi everyone, I am so happy to know that I am not the only person that suffers from this bad addiction and that their is a community built on this bad habit. I am a 20 year old male that goes to varsity. I started watching porn at the age of 13 and what led me to follow this habit was when I fist came across one of my Dads emails that contained explicit content that when I saw this became instantly hooked. Since that age I have tried to stop on many occasions, at the start it was easy to stop for a long period of time but still after that long period would turn back to porn and go on a week binge as I thought i must reward myself for my progress. Porn has effected my life severely as I have not had any intimate relationships that have lasted for more than 2 months, low self confidence, fear of talking to girls and viewing girls as just sexual objects.Basically I did not enjoy life to its fullest potential. I Have decided that I do not want to stop but that I must stop in order to change my life around. From this day on I will not masturbate or watch porn for the rest of my life. I thank anyone who has taken the time to read my story and please feel free to talk to me at anytime. Bluejeans
@Bluejeans226 , Hi, You are in the right place. Every emotion and problem you describe is in the getting started guide. You can download it from the NoFap hompage. It's not easy - it is however simple. Stop pmo. For me that has been a day by day struggle and sometimes an hour by hour struggle. Let us know how you are doing, l
