I am having a hard time now. I never had a girlfriend and I don’t want to have one but I am addicted to chaturbate models I spent 4 or above hours watching cam models and I had erectile dysfunction and difficulty reaching MO. I realized that I am really addicted I then moved to hard mode but last night I messed up I watched cam models as I said earlier I am not sociable because of my addiction it is been like 7 years since I start watching pornography. Do I have no hope ? Can I only stop PMO when I die? I am feeling bad and tired. I sometimes be absent from work because of my addiction. I don’t know I am just tired. I should have never start watching pornography
It's doesn't matter what you already did soldier. It depends what you gonna do this day and after. You have the power necessary to stop and live great. Changing your life depends of you exclusive. I suffered a lot because of PMO too. And I decide that I'll stop. And I'll do it. No matter how it'll cost.
okay warrior I know that I will never get away from p now I will let God fight for me I Know now that I am too weak never give up to p. day 0
