My NoFAP Experience

I start practicing abstaining from masturbation since when I was in class 12th i.e. from the year 2010. My longest noFap record is of about 6 month. I belong to India , where after 12th most of the student go for engineering and engg. entrance preparation , so was I. When I was preparing for JEE (Joint Entrance Exam) for IIT, I go to coaching and lives in single room. There were no material for stimulation only mobile phone at that time I masturbate a lot by reading porn stories. But after sometime I get very much depress due to my poor performance in the coaching test and I think if things goes this way I am not able to get a good college. Then onward I discontinues masturbation , it began from November, 2011 to April , 2014. Longest time without fap. I not longer feel guilt , I began to think that I am doing my best and get a descent college by preparing hard . By not masturbating I become more focus and my mind power increases and my personality improves. I am enjoying the life.

During the abstainment period , some time it is very difficult to overcome the desire. It is so intense that I have to leave my room and go outside. But my willpower I overcome it. As I was not masturbating I stated to experience a lot of night ejeculation and wet dreams. At the time of march there are hell lot of wet dreams and I started to crave for girls. There is a burning desires inside me. There is a cycle of event -I got horny -I effort to get normal- I got hornet -continues.. My will power started becomes week. There is lot of thoughts going inside me of having sex with a girls. The negative point is that I have lot of free time as my exams are over so you know. I got horny many times a day ..finally I dump my load the I have stop since November ,2010 in the April, 2011. I ejeculated in three or four stroke ( so you know there is lot of desire inside me). It feels like animal is free form cage. Then I have some regret of braking such a log streak but also feel relieved at the same time .
After that time I never been able to keep such a long streak. Sometimes I start practice YOGA as it is great tool to keep desire under control. I find out I have to change my thing toward the girls, we should not treat them as a mere tool for please. Girl become women who gives us birth and love and care us . We should keep our thinking pure (stop thinking bad about girls) and do YOGA , these are two thing that I have learn from my life, help in your and NoFap mission. Thank you for reading.

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