My journal

Hi, I am Cratos. I will write here my journey.

 

Today I had craving attack. I tried to shake off the desire in my mind. I stopped and started asking myself questions.

I said let's say I go and do the deed what happens after that?

I started to think and I answered my counter resets to zero.

I asked what after that?

I will do it again because I relapsed it does not matter.

I asked what after that?

when I'm completely dry sadness strikes misery enters depression keeps me company.

Then I asked do you want that?

I was like hell no. I rather endure pain of discipline then pain of regret.