My ironic NoFap success story

Today is the night of the 26th of September 2021,

Gosh it has been a while,

A lot has happened. I have matured a bit. Lost my virginity. For the longest period of time I gave up on NoFap and just went with the flow. Masturbated daily. Fucked regularly. Been in a few toxic relationships. Been a bit of a fuck boi.

After losing my virginity masturbation doesn't feel painful anymore. I no longer feel guilty for my actions. And I think its for the good.

I was just looking back at my old posts on here, as my younger self. I think I was being too hard on myself. I would probably have just told my younger self to take it easy, and it will get better.

It has gotten better. I don't think abstaining from masturbation is the answer to my problem. I was just brainwashed into thinking its a guilty habit.

So I guess this is a goodbye... for now.

If I have another epiphany I will be sure to come back to this thread and give you guys an update. But for now I think I am free.

Bit ironic isn't it.

But its my choice and that's how it should be....

Cheers fellow fapstranaughts..

Barry out))