I had a semi-relapse yesterday. I jerked off to a fantasy. This morning I watched a show that had a some skin and a lot of suggestion. Let's just say I enjoyed it- and before I realized that it might be because of the scantily clad sexy woman- it was too late. I watched a movie, showered, did some errands and now my head is killing me! I hate how the withdrawal symptoms can be so erratic and unpredictable. Porn withdrawal flips my world upside down. I hate myself, I'm self conscious. I hate everything. Sunlight bothers me. And to this point- it never really goes away- I've gone 3 months and it didn't go away. It's fucking awful
