My daily journal through hell

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by startover90, Apr 28, 2016.

  1. startover90

    startover90 Fapstronaut

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    Hy guys,

    Starting from this Monday I've begun writing again on NoFap. I thought i would never come back, but here I'am tired but still on race. In the last 18 days I've been sober for 12 and this is a medium result for me. Last summer with nofap i've managed to be sober for 30 days and I must say was one of the best moments ever. Since then I had good days and bad ones...but always with the thought of comming back and start this fight again. So I will try to write here whenever I can. Sometimes daily or when I'll have more time. When I'm with my girlfriend I'm out of porn and it's substitutes and I mainly also out of nofap. Meanwhile today I've called a psychologist and asked for an appointment. Next week I'll go and talk with him about this problem. I'm 26 and this shit cannot go on forever. At the phone I've told him that I'm an internet addict and I may need help...i first want to be sure he is open minded enough to talk about pornaddiction, but for this I want to see him face to face.

    So if any of you, daily, or when i post have some encouragements for me they are all welcomed. Be serious and think that this porn thing must disappear. It cannot be an option for ourselfs.

    Best regards to all