My Another Attempt

On the 21st of December 2017 I've decided to give up.

Some people from here might remember that I do want to become a commercial pilot in the future. So, as usual.. I research every single day a lot, and out of nowhere, another video from a pilot came up with the typical title ' How to become a pilot in 2018 '. I watched it, listened to the guy as he talked about his experiences during flight training and giving general tips. Flight training gets harder and harder the further you go. It really requires a lot of determination to get anywhere. At the very end he quoted what his flight instructor told him. ' Passion & Discipline ' is what creates successful people and especially pilots, who require those two highly, highly, highly essential qualities in order to proceed. I've thought about this a lot and well, what could be a better way than stopping my addiction and stopping my brain being wired each time. I want my brain to be normal, I want to function properly, I know it deep inside. Every day, I don't go to sleep until at least 2am, I don't wake up until 11am and I don't eat breakfast until at least 2pm. I don't want to be like this, I don't want to be tired all the time giving in to any small urge that happens.

I think what the guy said, the quote that I've talked about above is the biggest thing that motivated me this year so far and I've deleted all my stashes of photos and well.. content that I've gathered since the last time, cleaned up my desktop, cleaned my desk and so on. This is going to be hard, this is going to be a challenge but I will give it a shot because the path to success is a challenging struggle. Life is a struggle unless hard work is not done. I set high standards for myself and for my life in order to show my very small family that it is possible to succeed and live well, I am not planning on stopping.

So now I am back.
Hi.

 

This sounds really great.
I'm shure you will master both of your challenges.

 

Wish you only the best!Welcome back to the NoFap journey.I really recommend to visit the NoFap forums often and if an urge hits you take a cold shower or ask the community for help.