My 90 day challenge to better myself

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Tr3nbolone, Oct 22, 2014.

  1. Tr3nbolone

    Tr3nbolone New Fapstronaut

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    hey guys

    i'm a 23 yo male living in europe and i'm challenging myself to go 90 days without pmo
    a little bit background of who i am
    I've been the quiet kid since i remember and i suffer from social anxiety
    although now its alot better and i feel like i have overcome most of my SA
    i have tried many things to overcome it one of the things that helped the most is
    going to the gym for me. i have been training for 5 years now
    and i put on a solid 35kg of lean muscle mass and it helped with my confidence alot
    still i find it hard to talk to girls i don't know. or to approach women.
    i have a small group of good friends who i kept contact with since i was a kid
    and i havent made much new friends since then.

    i have been fapping from the age of 15 on a daily basis but lately i only fapped a few times a week
    3-4 times a week, i don't know why but i dont get the urge to fap anymore like i used to.
    this got me worried as i was affraid it was a sing of low testosterone.
    i have tried NoFap before (last year) and the longest i went was 14 days
    and reading all the comments of people saying nofap is just a placebo and that its not real
    i gave up on nofap... but now i realised i have to try it for longer then that and then judge it

    since i have nothing to lose i will give it another shot and try get 90 days
    and i wont give up untill i reach this goal.

    wish me luck, i might do a log of this and report back every week