Hello Community, Sorry for my really bad English, in advance. I know im not alone. And that's good. I'm suffer years along with masturbation, like with the pillow as exampel (when i was younger) or with my older age in the "deep" web. My Career with masturbation starts as im 7 or 8. My Dad was long on montage and always, he came bag, he brings me stuff from china or from where else. Once he bring a long Caterpillar they was greater than my as that age. I was really popular in my school and the female classmate have followed my downright. (sorry google is ma support ) When i was home in the bad, at the night. I loved my caterpillar ( i don't feal bad. I was a little overaged at this time. that went on for a while. Than the internet comes Popular and i found knew possibilities. I also had no sex, because i think "thats it." or what else... with 16 i smoked my first bong and I got stuck on it with 17 the next and from ther on every day blabla.. thats also a reson that my self-confidence collapsed. In that time i found hentai and the comics to. Also in my education (was at a other place than i live) i fapped on the toilet beacouse there were so hot girls *slürp* and im go deeper in this world with depression etc. Where we have tons of weed smoked. I dove into a completely different world. With a girl i had sex for 2 hours and i was on fire. She was a little clumpsy but thats not bad. There you have more to touch ) becaus of my exzessiven drug consum, im stumbled and come to the hospital for a month for my rehabilitierung. ther i have a cut girl that raped my thing. but I noted that ma penis weakened, and im startet to fear that im gay or something. At that time i thinkt it comes only from the weed from THC but when i read some reports from her im not alone. Today i think that masturbat is also a thing for depression etc. Wenig sozialen contact mit andren... Yae i hope that the NoFap made my to a *NEW*/*OLD* Person of my. Sorry for ma really bad English (oops: Thanks for listening my bad English text but i hope you understand my crysis.
Hey @Florian Raymes , Your English is very good. I'm just a normal ordinary member. No moderator super powers and no special insite. I share my ESH (Experience, Strength and Hope) of what works for me. Just another warm welcome and a heart felt hello. This community has helped me so much. What worked for me was "working" it. It took hard work for me to complete a hard reboot (No pmo) for 120 days, then move into a Sex Positive mode. First, reading the literature published by NoFap itself along with reading journals. Then, doing the work. Writing in my journal and replying to introductions and other's journals. Finally, but not least, getting involved with the fellowship. I found it on the forums, but also in people's profiles. The forums tend to be longer posts, where the profiles tend to be more "conversational". That is what has worked for me. I like to remind myself that this community was here waiting for me with the lights on when I arrived. Now, I have to do my best to be there when someone comes to the community. * L PS: For me NoFap is 1/2 program & 1/2 fellowship. Click on these people and post a "hello" on their profiles. I've found that the bricks that hold this community together are cemented with the support of the members of the fellowship. @C. J. @hoping_cannon @DavidGibson @SteelshoT @Jewels @reystronaut @2525 @weddingnails @PatrickR @Beamer Look at with whom they exchange messages and you will find more profiles. So, if you would have found more profiles yourself, why suggest these particular ones as a start? Those relationships started with just saying hello. So, my ESH is that saying hello has kept the fellowship alive for myself.
One of the ways I got involved with the fellowship was by reading some really great journals. Reading other's stories with their victories and even defeats is a big part of my program. I've included journals from all age groups, spiritual members, religious members, secular members, male and female. You should find journals that help. If not, look around, there are hundreds of others from which to choose. When I say "it works if you work it", reading journals is part of that work. Once you open a journal, click "Watch Thread" in the upper right of the page to get alerts when new posts are made. Here are just a few: @C. J. Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/153580/ --- @Reverent Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/143845/ --- @KbLnW Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/152710/ --- @Struggle Bug Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/141911/ --- @BigDawg913 Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/145872/ --- @kropo82 Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/78164/ --- @tet2vd Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/144513 --- @Protagoras Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/109842/ --- @JakeO5 Journals at: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/152940/ --- There are many more, and you can discover them on your own. But, these are great places to start. This is a work in progress. So, if a journal has changed or is no longer active, look around there are some amazing journals on here. * L PS - Starting a journal also helped me a great deal. The journals are listed by age groups on the forum start page. Most members run one journal only. That way both the member and others can go back and look at their journey at a later time. Hope to read your journal soon. Also, in your personal details you can put a link to your journal. Then, appears under your avatar. -
