To be honest, I'm struggling tonight. Found myself testing my blockers. Something always gets through, so needless to say, I saw some things. No M, no focussing on anything, just playing with fire. "just" *facepalm* Anyway, I've added whatever got through to my blocklist, and am turning the computer off. Gotta get off the devices before this goes any further.
Gaaahhhh! I still went further. I guess I'll be having a chat with my accountability partner tomorrow. Day 0.
Day 1 checking. Don't know about you but I'm trying and hopefully doing No Nut November. This is the way.
Day 4 checking in. This is the way. Not gonna lie was tempted today but didn't peek. Where are my mandalorians at?
Day 3 checking in. No nut November I mean I missed the first day I guess (or second?), but yep, NNN for sure. No sweat man. I actually think it can be healthy to take time away from NoFap forum to focus on other things. We're not here just to remove porn from our lives, but to replace it with better things (and deal with whatever else is going on). So absolutely, do your thanggg I really don't understand the quote though. Can you explain? Right here mate!
His goal was to be astronaut put he's currently working as a janitor and he realized how far away he is from his goal when he's standing right beside it. Also if you want to know what movie is it Is called Gattaca
Day 6 checking in. This is the way. Peeked for a short time (less than 30 minutes). Most of it was looking at thumbnails of videos but still not proud. I think I'll try to add in that that I'll always want more and peeking won't satisfy the urge, it actually makes things worse into my self talk.
I’m not going so well here. Twice in three nights. I’ve now deleted a social media app which has been a starting/triggering point for a little while now. That’s one less easy avenue for temptation to start. Day 0. The last sentence - too right mate. I need to tell myself that more, it’s how it starts for me too.