Hi I've thought about joining here a few times, and now I have.. I'm 37 years old, married 12 years with 4 children. MO is a lifelong habit. I can't remember a time I didn't do it. There have been periods of less/more frequency over the years, but at the moment I'm pretty sick of my own behaviour. I have good sex with my husband to climax about 3-4 times a week on average, I just have this "other" sex life without him. Sometimes I read erotica, but I'm wanting just to get away from feeling like I need to pleasure myself. I don't use toys. So I'm hoping to go a week or so to start... Thanks for reading, and good luck to all of you..