LETS GO 90 DAYS TOGETHER!

I feel like I'm falling in this endless pool of nothingness at this point.
I discovered this platform today and I feel happy knowing others have conquered this demon and are living happy lives now.

Why can't we? Let's fight this battle together. It may be a toll, 90 days of no porn and masturbation, but that's also:
90 days of freedom and 90 days of happiness and no regrets.

This would be my day 1 after rebooting.

 

Thanks brother

 

I decided to count yesterday as day 0 and today as day 1. Yesterday went by in a flash, I started diving into real estate yesterday as a long term goal to keep me occupied over the days. I had a few edging this morning but the ultimate goal ahead keeps me motivated. Deleted tiktok and Instagram and switched my browser to safe mode.

 

I really appreciate

 

Day 2:
Haven't had time to think much of P or to think of M. Started fixing my sleeping schedule from yesterday.
Starting to feel a bit down also. feels as though I'm worried and troubled and I don't even know why.
But I keep assuring myself there's better days ahead.

 

DAY 5!

It's being a journey for me can't even say. For one I have less edgings. Can't wait to complete my first week of no nasty videos and jerking off. I feel clean. I feel contented. The real estate work thing I started is going well, I had my first client a day ago. Feels good. I feel like I can voice out my mind easier than before. Don't get me wrong, I'm still feeling cornered and depressed at times but I can control my feelings now. I keep having this feeling of missing the pleasure I used to get from jerking off but I always remind myself it's for the greater good. I'd try to keep tabs on my days here since it helps keep me motivated and focused. To others on the same journey as I, good luck amigos.

 

DAY 15!

Its being a journey I can't explain. Nearly broke my streak but I was able to come out a man.

 

DAY 18 GUYS!

I'm writing this text because I felt edged although it's not that deep
My brain is beginning to get intellectual with Me, I'd be having thoughts like "take a break one dosent hurt" or "you deserve it, fap once more" it's annoying because I can't really turn off my thoughts but I try to keep occupied with other important things. Long story short, I plan to keep to the 90 days, 18 day streak feels like a decade ain't gon lie. Keep strong fapstronaut