For the first 7-10 days I had a feeling of transfering a large amount of energy from my testes to my brain. I was nearly manic, and all smiles for the first week. Now I feel clarity but no sexual energy, or maybe 10% of where it was before. I am missing the feeling of being "fully loaded," or "having a round in the chamber." Is there any way to counter this feeling, or is it part of the ride?
You weren't transferring. You were just mad horny and were subtle urges being pushed away by your concentration on something other than the sex waves of action.