Keep trying

Hello All, I have stopped visiting this site for 2 weeks because of the constant failures I have allowed due to the powerfully feeling of loneliness I have been battling. I’d say that most of my urges stem form not having nothing to do nor having nothing to show (if)meeting new people. I have been constantly comparing myself to people that have it all and appear free in my eyes, this bring me back to sad times, nothing like helping those times with the one thing that puts me right back to day zero. I left the site because of the fear of sharing such negatively. I however, have become more depressed and alone, this is a never ending cycle for me. But I will keep trying.

 

Thanks for the advice, I need more mental exercise in my life.