Good night everyone. Sorry for my bad english, i'm brazilian, but i do this in dispair. I'm addicted in "sissyporn" and attracted by penis (thing I've never been) and every 3 days i become to dress myself like woman and act like. But, man.. I never want to be a woman before and after i cum this shit just disappears from my mind and stay just the repentance. I try a lot (more than 100) to stop with noFap, no Wanks, strategies, my religion, etc. Nothing work, i betrayed my mind and my religion because this shit never come out, every 3 days. I think now and i see: I'm digging my own grave and i just can't stop. I know where this is taking me, i dont have friends or boyfriend, but i have a good family at all. Is it, i came here with my last hope, and (now) i really want to stop, but i know: tomorrow i or no longer i want to again, and again...
I've been there man. Do you want to know how I stopped? I grew a beard fam, now I can't dress like a sissy anymore cause I have a beard! 4 months and counting
It is clear you are not a sissy, and not transgender, but a straight man who is lost and confused. FIRST: You are NOT alone!! I am amazed at how so many guys like you have this challenge here on NoFap, but the best way is to follow the core advice of the program ---- 90 days total abstention. Keep involved here, others will find you and help you --- so many good, wonderful straight men on here can give you the best advice, and much of it will be this: STOP watching porn, STOP dressing in girls clothing (if it disgusts you AFTER you satisfy yourself, then it is NOT YOU!) ....then START doing the guy things that made you happy prior to this addiction, STOP the bad behaviors, and KEEP GOING for 90 days --- only then, after 90 days on no porn or happing, will you be able to gain perspective and control.
