I'm 19 years old (as of 2021), I started watching porn back in 8th grade, a classmate suggested me to watch playboy cover of Pamela Anderson, and I did just by thinking that it would only be once. And I guess that playboy cover fucked me big time. But I don't blame him, I did with full concisousness, I was afraid and excited at the same time. So anyways I am writing this shit, cuz I want all the 18-19 old's (any person whatsoever) to remember they are not alone in this phase of their of life. I'll try to post daily in this thread and anyone can reach out if they need help, I'll be more than willing to give any little assistance from my side. Peace...
I have yet to meet anyone who didn't start watching or at least viewed porn of some description when they were in their early to mid teens. It's an age where we are the most naive but also in a hurry to grow up. I think a lot of teenage guys think that watching porn is a 'manly' thing to do, but the problem is it creates false expectations of what 'real' life intimacy is, especially for those who have a compulsive habit.
It's woke up early in the morning thinking that I won't watch porn on my laptop as I started NoFap challenge. But once I sat down my I went straight to porn, I first thought I would only watch and not masturbate, but after 1 hour and 45 mins I came. I think there is no middle ground in this process. What I want to say is you either don't watch porn or you watch porn there's no middle ground. Anyways I'll start again till I regain total control over my body's sensations.
https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...-old-masturbation-addict.311360/#post-3039488 Read the third post in this thread.... Similar happens but at that instant I can't able to control thoughts in my mind.... That's why i am failing again and again... Please help me, my mind defeats me but this time i want to defeat my mind....
I'm falling into the same loop each day. And once I fap in the morning it becomes hard to control the entire day.
Bro Start again, when urge comes try to think about the benefits of nofap, by doing fap you lost the energy and after that you can feel tired, if you want the energy back you have to make great streaks.... Stay strong....
So cut the problem out at the root. Get out of bed as son as you wake up, brush your teeth and get dressed. Don’t lay there ideating. Your will is going to diminish the longer you lay there.