Last M.O. 9 days ago. P hardly ever, not interested (I have "enjoyed" steamy fiction in print). Goals, never M. again but not sweat a relapse. Handstand to improve kegel transmutation, seems far. Never touch below the waistline other than innocent. Strategy: be Catholic about it (or Mormon if you prefer), EMBRACE extreme sorrow of loss, and offer that sorrow upward, ever upward (so, the handstand is the penultimate exception/script-flip). Much like that part of Latin mass called Sursum Corda (find all Sursum Corda in MozartHaydenBeethovenVerdi). Offer the sorrow upward through many prayers and kegels, to the rhythm of the breath and pulse. Remember that life is chairoscuro. (Find exactly where Leibniz says this, and see if Goedel had any response, off-chance). Let many tears flow but only remember to breathe, kegel, keep posture frame, and pray. Dance class. "Now I'm fer dancin' and prancin', the way that it should be..." (Don't y'all think this nofap bit has done got Outta Hand?" Ok so dear reader(s) this is my first journal entry, and if any of this resonates, I would love to hear from you! Thank you to my fapstros
I'm impressed because you can MO without P. P is the reason why I only lasted 1-2 days, I guess I'm too weak
