Journal: Want to watch a few particular scenes but resisting

I go to work every day despite being allowed to work from home. Reason? I love the vibe there + I have come into a routine that I'm lovin to bits. When I return from work, I wanna watch a couple of NSFW videos that I have watched previously. I watched them for about 10 minutes today morning but not last night before sleeping (which had become a habit that I had to work hard to break a couple of days ago). One reason I don't watch anything at night is my gym routine. I take a shot of pre-workout and work until every muscle has been worked out. I am writing this after having returned from work wanting to watch those videos but thankfully I have avoided doing so until this last word. Part of the reason was the thought that came to mind while commuting back home: thinking about "What should I do after returning home?" rather than "How should I avoid watching porn?". Life hasn't been so much uni-directional and fulfilling for me and I feel like this time I do want to make it with consistency and patience: the 2 important roads to NOFAP.