I've got several factors that keep me going

@TheLoneWolf88 nurture yourself. Accept the pains and move on. No more fapping & P, these in itself destroys self confidence & respect.

Few things I'll tell you, try for at least 3 weeks

1. Drink butterfly pea flowers(blue on) tea, works as a brain tonic, good for depression & anxieties, makes you live in the moment, good sleep, capable to deal with healing crisis aka withdrawals besides other benefits
2. Water soaked black dry dates 2-5 over night and have it first thing in the morning, for balanced sex appetite, energy all through the day,, addresses sex issues like ED, DE & too much fantasy of sexual thoughts, good gut and many
3. Walk as much as you can without straining the system

Intention & motive is important, follow SR till you've total correction.

 

Kinda the same, though in a sense I'm almost in my 30's and still virgin, the funny thing that nobody really believes that I'm virgin and when I say it, they take it as joke.
As I'm muscular dude and then also got said that I'm not the worst looking, but I never really was able to get into relationships and I think because I don't know how to interact with girls and I don't know how "normal" people do it, In the sense I feel as time goes on the more Incel alike I become and I start to call myself an incel, though I get said when I be successful and earn a lot money then tons of girls will go for me, which I doubt will be case.

 

walking doesn't help too much, maybe if you don't do, I've walked up to 6 hours a day and it didn't change anything in my life, I think the more effective are interest clubs or something like that rather than anything else where maybe can find somebody with the same interests and so on.

Trust me, I think I have one of the most muscular legs in the whole city.

 

I care less nowadays, this reason I call myself so even when I don't do verbals attacks on women online.

 

Not to open up a big discussion on women and relationships, but I think the whole virginity thing, while understandably important to you, is not a big factor to most women. A lot of us guys have this idea that women want some super-stud alpha guy who's left a trail of dazzled women behind him, but that's not really want most of them want. They just want to be with someone who "gets" them, who they can be comfortable with, vulnerable with, have fun with, share things with.

I think you may do better by putting aside the whole issue and instead just focus on casually meeting ladies and getting to know them as people who happen to have two X chromosomes. They're just like us in many ways, with dreams and interests and senses of humor as well as past hurts and insecurities and struggles, etc.

I will say this about the women I've known - they've all been pretty understanding about the whole sex thing, regardless of how it turns out. Emotional connection, non-sexual affection, thoughtfulness, etc. - these kinds of things seem more important to them in my experience. If and when you find a woman you click with, and you let things happen naturally, you may find that this virginity thing takes care of itself.

 

I mean I never connected with a girl from my own country, mainly because they see me as weird or awkward and then they hate me and this reason I wouldn't be seen as the cool or awesome kid and since childhood I was bullied heavily and picked on.
So awkwardness and also "weirdness" was already before the porn, so I can't really fix that really and the only thing that I can do is to improve myself.

I tried also before being caring and such thing, but then they labeled me as gay btw, like I'm from eastern Europe where usually the men are cold faced and even smiling is off limits to strangers and other people and alcoholism is already also epidemic.
What I've noticed that often women here complain "There is no men who aren't alcoholics" then they meet the men who doesn't drink and then they be like "They aren't fun!"

edit: I never go and be like sexual to girls even in messages and I be polite and decent, I was raised up by women after all, as I didn't have father figure at all. Though I think they fast ghost me, I didn't say anything like that or even like "I do like you, but as a friend!"


edit: the only time when girls gave me attention in my life when I acted like massive asshole as I was depressed and then I started also to use antidepressants the funny thing that even at that period girl tried to kiss me.
I didn't have courage and I was insecure and the only thing that I understood if I was less thoughtful and more aggressive, it would have been better.
Because there was even one friend who would keep hitting his girlfriends but the girls would flock to him even when they knew that he is abusive and he wasn't so good looking.

 

never chase butterflies. just make your garden beautiful the butterflies will come to you.