Its time for a change

Hey guys I am starting my reboot process. Did alot of thinking and imagining, but now i choose to start and finish strong. So far its been 4 days. I am 28. Started PMO since i was 13, but did extreme forms of MO when younger, which may have damaged or really desensitized the nerves. I have thought about rebooting for many years, but now I feel like its really time to change. Starting today I am stopping all PMO for atleast 90 days. To also help lose weight and get my mind off it, I am starting the Insanity 60 day workouts in conjunction to the reboot. I always thought I had high libido, cause any sexual and non sexual scenes, images, or thoughts/fantasy gives me some form of erection and than I reach for porn to finish it. After much reading, it sounded like that it was not my libido, but just the synapses I had with PMO. I can feel how much it affects my relationship with women and how I approach them, and how self-conscious and afraid I get to meet a women in bed afraid that knowing I will or might have a hard time staying hard. Getting hard is easy, staying hard during penetration seems hard, as it seems like my penis isn't stimulated enough like my hand does. So here goes my reboot and hopefully everything goes well.

 

Thank you so much, Its been 7 Days, and its been a the longest week lol. So far this week I was able to see how much I was addicted. Im still going strong, and can't wait to see the change in 90+ days.

 

Hey Stanson, thanks for your post. As each day passes, I can really see how important it is to give the johnson a rest and eliminating pmo.