Its about fucking time

Fuck. Over and over, its happening over and over. Why cant I stay true to myself and keep my own promises to myself. I keep trying every day in and out, but at the end of the day, it all collapses. I want to control my own body and mind, but its hard and my brain doesnt want to do the hard stuff, especially because im on my summer break. I dont want to give up, but about few days back i did. I didnt go to the gym in about week or two, and I usually go every day! What the fuck is happening man. I feel exausted, drained, unmotivated, have minimun energy and no will to do anything productive. Hope I will be on my feet again and fight the bad habits. Wish all of u good luck and remember that life without strugle if life not lived.
PS:found a good video on youtube check it out.

 

Btw the name of the video is a bit clickbait he does say why some people should and some shouldnt do NoFap

 

Have this app that doesnt me allow to get to baned sites like Pornhub. How about u?