I’m getting tired of getting mad or frustrated over other people. I don’t have the effort to understand what I don’t think is right. The reason I write is to just put my beliefs out there until someone stops me. Im not here for banter or even some sort of friendship. My desires involve women and it’s that simple. Porn won’t replace it, I don’t have money for whores. So what else am I to do but keep chasing after my desires? It’s my only real struggle in life as the rest of it doesn’t mean much to me. What you want most you probably aren’t gonna get. I’m happy about that because that means you will probably mess up love. You don’t care enough so you’ll get it but waste it. Money is whatever because I know it’s not a fair system. It’s all a fabrication so I don’t let my mind suffer over it. Most people who worry about it are just greedy. Unwilling to do what’s needed yet will stick their nose in other peoples business. Like a bum shaking a bucket of change, I don’t care about those people anymore. Don’t you think we need a world where only useful people can have a place. With freedom I wouldn’t do anything good so I’m best rooted into the ground. If you say otherwise I won’t believe you as I know what I think is right.
