It is my time. I'm going to stop

You are on the right path now Visha.

 

First, Visha, welcome to the nofap journey. I promise you this will be the best decision you have ever made for yourself. I'm pretty sure you are not ugly. I do know you see yourself that way because that is how I thought of myself for a very long time. I've been on this journey now for about 72 days. (I kinda lost track of the exact number). I no longer feel any guilt or anxiety about being addicted to porn because I no longer am. I swore off porn permanently because I found out that behind much of porn is a lot of crime. Young girls are kidnapped, raped, and pretty much prostituted out. When I was addicted, I noticed a lot of pictures and videos featured very young girls, likely minors. I refuse to indulge in ANYTHING that has this evil side behind it. There are some things you can do to improve your chances of success in this journey. Delete all porn and porn bookmarks from all your devices. Consider putting porn blocking software on your computer and porn blocking apps on all other devices. I believe you will have a lot of success in this journey. I will inform you that many people on this journey, relapse one or more times. Should this happen to you, don't beat yourself up about it. Instead, look at the relapse and what happened up to that point. Try to figure out what triggered out what caused the relapse. Then work on a plan to make sure it doesn't happen again. Good luck and again, welcome! I look forward to any updates you post and I'll be here to be supportive of your journey.

 

Welcome to Nofap @Visha

Good luck with your journey to quit masturbation this year!

This is my 8th day of no masturbation I'm doing alright to stay away from masturbation addiction. How I can stay away from masturbating is not watching porn which is a cause of getting in to masturbation. If I watch porn, it can trigger me to masturbate and that is why I kept relapsing because I got addict to watching porn. How to can I quit myself masturbating and watching porn is I downloaded a VPN app called Blocksite which it blocks websites like porn websites and I will leave my VPN on to stay away from watching porn and quit masturbation. If I go to bed at night I charge my phone far away from my bed so that I don't go back to watching porn and masturbate to porn and fail myself that cause a relapse.