im 19 days in. No urge to fap or porn, but tonight the condom was too tight so we M together holding hands with a lot of passion. Very spontaneous. I don’t consider this a relapse at tall personally, what do you think?
It is something you did together, as a couple. Being connected and sexual with our partner and not porn is part of what we strive for. If you are having any pied issues from loss of sensitivity then M no matter who is doing it will slow the physical healing for sensitivity.