insecurity, masturbation, sex

I didn't really understand your question. Maybe reevaluate at Day 100?

 

look here...... i get into relationships with girls, and when things start getting serious, girls always notice i get weird.... distancing myself and not wanting to get intimate with them. i'm hella insecure, worried that maybe i may climax too quick, worried about the quality and ability of my erections, and most of all worried about size..... guess I've watched this porn shit too long to believe that a guy is supposed to have 14 inches to pleasure a woman at sex. Here i am, coming to 30s, lonely as fuck because of these insecurities porn has placed in my mind, sometimes I hate myself and hope I'd be different... but God made me... and i can be a better man in my own skin... been reading alot about sex, how to please a woman, what works and what doesnt though feelin of insecurity lingers.

The goal is to work on yourself, build MASTERY over ur mind, body and inner man by leaving porn, masturbation behind... take in some good streaks, 20-30-45-60 days and you'll feel better....

and when you feel better about urself without the lies pron tells you about urself, you'll have the confidence to go into a relationship with a girl you love and build something strong, where you can talk about all this stuff and if she loves you, you'll get the chance to share ideas with her about how to go through it.

Take time and recover...