In the middle of a process

The past half a year was so overwhelming.
I fell in love, I finished college, I got through really bad sexual experience, my heart was broken, I was depressed for a month, and I understood I was in a self destructive mode for a long long of time, matter of years.
I quit smoking cigarettes.
I promised myself I will no longer do things I know I will regret about.
I understood the meaning of being purposely positive.

Yesterday I understood I had serious porn addiction since age 13, fapping few times a day each and every day, after 9 years I think it's time to release this addiction. To release negativity from my life. Become healthier and happier.
I feel these years rn are the most important in my life. That I have to overcome and grow up. To take responsibility for myself
Or I won't be stable later in my life.

And I'm moving to live in a new place.


Anyone went through this kind of phase? Do you have any tips on how to stay in this "help myself" mode and not to give up?

How to gain courage and talk to my friends about my porn addiction?