I keep doing it. I know all the consequences, im trying to do the things thatll help me stop but i keep doing it. Im a completely different person now than who i am when “acting out.” Im irrational then. I Just wasted money on cam sites and i need to be up in a few hours for work and i feel miserable and i know i will most of the day ahead. I need to defeat this goddamned demon.
I know how you feel man, I've felt the temptation of cam sites myself. There are a couple of good threads on this forum about guys who have had serious addictions to cam sites and spent a huge amount of money on them. I'd suggest searching those threads and reading them through. Stay strong and work hard every day to become the person you aspire to be.
Beating yourself up will not help you but make the addiction worse. Delete all your porn from all your devices and then delete ALL the bookmarks from all those porn websites including cam sites. I would highly suggest before you do this, kill your accounts on them. I would also ask you to consider installing porn blockers on all your devices. You will have to take action to eliminate this addiction. I did all this and haven't looked back. Best wishes, dude. Don't feel bad. Relapses happen. You need to get up, brush yourself off, figure out what went wrong and fix that for yourself and then try again. You'll succeed completely if you never give up.
