I'm new to nofap and want to introduce myself

Hi everyone. I just signed up for nofap. Why? Because I finally want to take that step and do something about my problem. The problem that everyone on this site suffers from. Not sure if everyone does this but I'll give you my "porn background." Like most everyone on here, I started young. I don't remember what age, but I know I was with a friend. I was young enough to not know what sex was. I really had no clue. Well my friend showed me and of course, me being a naive little kid, watched it, and liked it. I didn't really have access to a computer for the next two years so I didn't watch it. (Only at that friends house) I then moved in with my dad. Still no computer but I had a wii (of all things) with Internet access. Well, when everyone was asleep, I'd use that to look at porn. Then I got a computer I shared with my sister. Used it for porn. Computer broke because I got a virus (you'll never guess how I got it) (virus literally shut down the entire computer) I got a PS3 back in 2012. Good gaming console. And "good" for something else obviously. About 2 years and 1200 pictures later, I deleted it all, which I was proud of, but the problem there; saved it all on a flash drive. (I hate those little things sometimes) which I still have -_-
(At least my play station is clean) and then the worst of it all. The escalation into descent. That sounds about right. I got an iPad. For the first time, my very own, personal, password protected device from hell. Currently broken and currently filled with about 2000 pictures. (it really does sicken me) what started out as a device for me to enjoy and have fun with, turned into an Area 51 guarded restricted war zone. No one was aloud to use it, long password, password protected photo apps, password protected browsers, all that BS. In all honesty, i'm glad it's broken at that moment. Sadly, doesn't keep me away from that crap. I resorted to using my phone, which now has about 200+ photos... And me and my dads computer too. A bunch of folders within folders within folders, all hiding one thing. It's been an every night thing for years. About two to three hours a night, I waste my time on something so stupid, but so seducing. Id describe porn as the sirens. The wonderful song of the mermaids. Sailors would here it and fall in love. They'd get closer and closer. Even see the mermaids. Here their beautiful voices. And then crash into the rocky shores and cliff sides, killing them. It's something you think is so amazing and so flawless. It's you're high. The highlight of you're day. And then you see it slowely but surely, start to ruin you're life. You stop wanting to do anything or go anywhere. Sleepless nights, etc... It's bad. And yea i'm being hypocritical when I say it but I do truly mean it. It's bad for my life and yours and that's my I need to stop watching it. To better myself. Im not very confident anymore. Haven't had a relationship since... I don't even remember. Hell, i'm even nervous about getting my damn iPad fixed because I don't want the people who fix it to find all that crap. I really don't even remember what's on there, exactly because there's so much. I wouldn't be surprised if illegal porn was on there. Not one bit. That's why I need to stop. To better myself, to better my life... It's gonna be hard to do and I'll probably end up trying to stop... But I won't. I really hope this site and community can be something good for me. I want it to help me and everyone else.