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I'm addicted to this specific type of femdom and want out desperately

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by please_help_me, Mar 10, 2022.

  1. Mar 10, 2022 #1
    please_help_me

    please_help_me New Fapstronaut

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    I'm a 22 years old male and this started when I was 18 years old.Until then I was a completely normal mascuine guy.Then suddenly I began to develop this kink where instead of being turned on by a girl's body I get attracted to my own body and derive sexual gratification from the thoughts of girls looking at me and touching me.The orgasm was so intense I went to the extreme end of it and now I feel like a man-woman.I can't jerk off to normal sexual fantasies because the only fantasies I have are ones where I'm abused or raped by girls.I'm so much afraid of women I do my best to avoid them.I know a normal guy would love to be in a room full of beautiful women but I find it one of my worst nightmares.I'm even afraid of my own mother,I don't walk in front of her shirtless or in my towel.I've tried jerking off to normal porn and sexting and having video call-sex with girls.But in the end I always relapse and end up feeding the kink again.I tried not masturbating but then all these thoughts of being objectified by girls build up inside my head until I release them with an orgams.I'm not only afraid of girls but also angry towards them.

    Is there anyone on this site who feels the way I feel?Or someone who has been addicted to this and quit?Please help me guys,I can't have a normal relationship with
    a girl because of this.It's like my whole brain's reprogrammed to be someone I'm not.
    I'm desperate and I can't focus on any other thing in my life until I kick this.It's like I'm addicted to heroin.Please I beg you to help me 'cause I'm on the verge of commiting suicide.I just want to be my old masculine self again.
     
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  2. Mar 10, 2022 #2
    DeeJ4y

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    Stop all forms of porn and go easy on yourself. These addiction suck but they will fade away after Hard work.
     
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  3. Mar 10, 2022 #3
    Roady

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    Hi welcome here. It's brave to step out and ask for help. I think you are on the right place.
    I was into femdom myself but I grew over it fortunately.
    I wrote a lot in my journal. Please check that out as it can help you.
     
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  4. Mar 12, 2022 #4
    luckyboy777

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    Hey, friend. It's a big move just to call out for help when you need it.

    Know that many of us have been right where you are (or at least in a place very similar to the one you're in). Fetish-driven lust like what you're describing is part and parcel of porn addiction. Your brain has been so stimulated for so long by this kind of material that now its hooks are deep in your veins. But I promise you, you're not the first, the only, or the last to fight this battle.

    The reset is the way.

    When I started the journey, I had no idea what to expect. I'm 28 days in now and let me tell you: the hard mode reset is the path to take. Speaking only for myself here: it is transformative. Rewiring your brain is an incredible experience. Brutally difficult and painful, yes, but incredible. Make the leap, journal every day, replace your addiction with new healthy behaviors that challenge you to grow and get stronger, and once you get started, just keep putting one foot in front of the other.

    At least the first two weeks of withdrawals are going to be extremely rough. But you can do it, I promise you.

    Best of luck to you. Hang in there.
     
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  5. Mar 12, 2022 #5
    CzanCzanCzan

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    I've been into femdom and transsexuals. Both are extreme. I had problem with my sexuality and also got some disfunction.
    It can all be cured, but You need a hard reset. Believe me this is not what You really are. Being afraid of women (unless You were hurt as a child or smth) is a result of P brainwashing.
     
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