I'm about to go crazy please... Seriously

I know it is rules base set by myself, but sometimes there are certain situations which driving me crazy that make me unable for me to make decision... Here link from my previous post https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?t...to-clear-my-anxious-mind.357872/#post-3758571

Like I'm seriously need help... Hopefully i received help as soon as possible