Im about to fail today

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Cobramzi, Jan 8, 2019.

  1. Cobramzi

    Cobramzi Fapstronaut

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    Hey,

    So i'll make this quick, i had a wet dream yesterday and it felt so real that i honestly feel like i failed already (what my brain is telling me and i believe it)

    Im currently on day 54, i passed my highest streak ever (52), and i'm about to fail.

    I'm planning to go study now (not sure if i can even focus right now....) and then relapse later, i need someone to talk some sense into me because this is not what i should be wanting, i want to reach 90 days, not fail after i'm almost there :(

    I looked at 1 pornstar pic and it's driving me crazy, i shouldn't have done that, i guess i'm finally out of flatline, because in the past 30days i felt nothing.

    Please help me out, or atleast post some really inspirational threads so i could check them out and go to sleep, and not fail :(

    Thank you.
     
  2. Think ahead man. Think about how you'll feel tomorrow if you go through with this. Do you want the self-pity or the victory?
     
  3. Woodcutter74

    Woodcutter74 Fapstronaut

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    Had wet dream too when I was going through my 67 day streak. My reaction was I'm surprised I can still have one at the age of forty!!!! :)

    Don't beat yourself, you did not fail. Your subconscious was just telling you that you have natural desires which we all do. What is important is during your waking hours, you do not masturbate on porn because of a wet dream. The urge may be constant today, but they are not eternal. Do not give in, if you are able to have gone this far, you are able to go further :) Here is the inspiration I can give you, if you relapse now, it may take you months before you could beat your 53 day streak. I made it to 67 days, but it took me four months later to be able to be PMO free for 8 days. Think about it :)
     
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  4. Uncomfortably Numb

    Uncomfortably Numb Fapstronaut

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    Get out of the house, run, walk, anything... use the energy in a positive way.
    When you return home analyse your action and how you would feel following a relapse
     
  5. Clarke

    Clarke Fapstronaut

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    Hire a prostitute and nut inside her