i was expecting something or somewhere to start from.. and its here...!!!!!!!!!!!

well... it started when i was only 12... and it could't stop.
it cust can't be a day i did not masturbate... even when i had my first girlfriend a year ago and had sex with her
no one helps through this because in my country -at least in my city- it's something that it's just normal and you don't have to deal with it..
I think this is incorrect
and then I found this site AN HOUR AGO and I just said to me: well it's there what you were searching for without success...
but now it's in front of your eyes... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?? and i'm here

i'm also christian so this is so necessary to me, i do really need this

this is hard for me because i have little self control and i'm so childish and i forget things easily
so this won't be easy and won't be a short path... but a 1000-mile travel starts with the first step!!!!!

and i'm starting now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!