"I wanna live, I wanna love, but it's a long hard road out of hell"

I'm tired of even talking about the past, how it all started, how I came here, blah blah blah. Dwelling on that just keeps me stuck there. I wanna focus on the present. And I'm just curious if any of you can confirm my theory that there are flatlines even before you begin nofap. That basically our whole lives are flatlines but we just kept going and going with PMO bc we didn't notice them. For instance, right now it literally feels like a third dead leg between my legs and I can't help thinking that this is a flatline, even though I've only been on nofap since Monday this time. But I've noticed this multiple times before. I would literally go on natural nofap streaks (without any intentions of doing so) of about 7-14 days, just when I was high on PMO. Like my body would literally force a nofap streak on me every once in a while bc I've been such a naughty little boy and overdid it. Shortly before those streaks I would start feeling that pmoing loses its fun for me, and that my erection gets seemingly smaller and weaker each time like it was sayin "no dude stop touching me".

Please reply asap bc I have the strange habit of posting stuff and then having a change of heart and deleting again. I'm sure such a community could be of benefit, but I never truly had a conversation about this with anyone, bc as I said I would get the urge to write it all down, and then I get the feeling of "no one cares just delete your pathetic paragraphs"

 

Thanks for confirming this. Reading up on PMO I always thought a flatline was something to expect from NoFap, so I found myself a little bit confused when it happened to me while on PMO.

 

Thank you very much for your kind and encouraging words my friend.