I wanna be turned on by real women.

I'm not a doctor and haven't observed your case, but yes it's very likely that you can be fixed. I wouldn't think of it that way though. Think of it as discovering your true sexual nature, your innate arousal patterns. Since the onset of puberty you've never given yourself a chance to experience them. Don't go in with a specific outcome in mind, always judging whether it's working, or fixing you. Just trust the process. It will take a while. Observe what happens without worrying too much about whether you're getting the right result. If you abstain from P and M for many weeks, you will definitely experience new patterns starting to emerge. Good luck, man.

 

Oh course you can be "fixed". Quit the porn for good and abstain from masterbation for as long as possible. The brain is lazy because it can get an easy fix from pmo and you are wired to be aroused for porn. Once you rewire those sexual responses you will naturally desire women more.

 

All of my sexual experience since I was about 13 until I was 19 also came from porn. I also wondered if I'd ever be able to feel like that with a girl and I'm happy to say after a few months on nofap you can totally feel this way. One of the last girl's I was with turned me on to the point were I had to fuck her 3 times before I was done lol. However, I've come to the realisation that casual sex is not the way to go and trust me that feeling is 10x more intense when it's with a girl you love. To conclude, this is a VERY curable problem, just take a look at the success stories section.

 

Yeah man you can totally be fixed. I admire you for discovering as early as 19 that this is a problem for you. I’m in my early 30s and didn’t realize until last year that porn was actually a problem for me. I’m in a longterm relationship but the quality of my sex life has improved in a major way. Keep it up man, I wish that I hadn’t been so obsessed with porn in my 20s. You’re on the right track and you’ve got your whole 20s ahead of you to connect with women and develop your sexuality. That’s pretty exciting. I hope you’ll try to stick to it and come back to NoFap even if you relapse. I think you’ll be glad you did.

 

Also, I’ve struggled with depression since I was a teen too, and NoFap has helped a lot. Try to build on being porn-free by adding on some healthy habits that you do every day. This has helped me manage my depression. Seeing a therapist sounds like a good idea as well.

 

What's the longest time you've gone without MO? When you get to 90 days, and likely before, you won't have thoughts like this. Every cell in your body will be pushing you to fornicate with real women. In the meantime, start physical exercise, socializing and eating healthy as much as possible to support your recovery and to build new positive habits to replace PMO addiction.