I think my parts will explode

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by liamdance666, Jan 14, 2019 at 2:51 AM.

  1. liamdance666

    liamdance666 Fapstronaut

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    It is day 11 now and my balls are really full and massive. My shaft is always semi erect it seems now. I just feel like I am going to explode.

    I have good techniques to control the urges which is a lot now and my school have said that I am on holiday now. I also just broke up with my girlfriend recently. I am feeling like I just need to get a hooker or something for some release. I like this build up and my techniques seem to be holding up and my persistence for better sex and life, but it is hard(pun intended).

    Trying to go on dates and get a girlfriend but will it be scary the first time after all this time not releasing. I am scared the condom will fly off with the amount of liquid that is going to fly out. I know it will be amazing for me but do girls like all that juice coming out at once.

    The main reason I started was for a remedy for ED, I 100% know porn has caused my ED and I haven't had the chance to fully confirm it yet because I haven't had the chance to bang after starting because I broke up with my girl. But when I see a picture of porn now because of my friends on a group chat, which I just look at, get very sensitive because looking at naked pictures of girls has a very heightened effect on me now since I don't do it much now. So I can tell because I don't watch HD P or any P for that matter I know if I see a naked girl in person, my desire and passion in the bed will be very strong and exciting.
     
  2. Masketta Man

    Masketta Man Fapstronaut

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    Why are your friends posting porn in the group chat...?
     
  3. A nu start

    A nu start Fapstronaut

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    You seem young, you're gonna be absolutely fine if you stick this through.. No PMO will make it much more likely that you will go on successful dates and perhaps see a few naked girls in the flesh, which is 1000000000000000000000000x better than seeing them on a screen. If you're constantly fapping and draining yourself of energy girls will not give you a 2nd glance.

    Keep persistent brother, you'll thank me when you have the best sex of your life.
     
  4. liamdance666

    liamdance666 Fapstronaut

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    Just gifs and stupid stuff but once I see if it is something bad now, I quickly stop looking. They are my hometown bro's and just like banter
     
  5. liamdance666

    liamdance666 Fapstronaut

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    Yeah cheers bro you are right. Actually I am 27, I mean broke up from school as in because I am a teacher. I agree with you 100% just feel I am going to explode. Do you ice your balls or something if they start to get a little uncomfortable?
     
  6. A nu start

    A nu start Fapstronaut

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    You're the exact same age as me so we're probably experiencing pretty similar things. I don't get urges quite as crazy for you, I think I have basically convinced my body that I will not be fapping so there is no point in getting hard. If I'm extremely tempted while on my laptop, I will close it, walk away and find ANYTHING else to do.. I will go for a walk, go to the gym, feed my dog, have a glass of water, have a tepid shower, do 30 pushups.. The urges are always temporary and by the time I've completed my task the urges will be gone 9 times out of 10.
     
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  7. liamdance666

    liamdance666 Fapstronaut

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    You are a hero my friend. Think you have reached a great control over your mind. I want that. That is so useful. I can't change my task so quickly and have to go to my powerpoint slides and read through the reasons I am doing this and good quotes from this website. Seems to work for me so I'm happy. Let's go through it together man, I have followed you :D
     
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  8. Dextermorgan1141

    Dextermorgan1141 Fapstronaut

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    On day 17 I had the same feeling. I gave up and my balls did explode. I was horny as f like I've never been. Although I gave up . I am continuing on the journey to 30 days from now.
     
  9. A nu start

    A nu start Fapstronaut

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    I'm following you too!
    Lets make this a good year. You're on a great streak right now - don't let all that hard work fall away. I know it is natural to relapse every now and then but if you can go 10 days, you can also go a lot longer. Keep it up bro :)
     
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