It is day 11 now and my balls are really full and massive. My shaft is always semi erect it seems now. I just feel like I am going to explode. I have good techniques to control the urges which is a lot now and my school have said that I am on holiday now. I also just broke up with my girlfriend recently. I am feeling like I just need to get a hooker or something for some release. I like this build up and my techniques seem to be holding up and my persistence for better sex and life, but it is hard(pun intended). Trying to go on dates and get a girlfriend but will it be scary the first time after all this time not releasing. I am scared the condom will fly off with the amount of liquid that is going to fly out. I know it will be amazing for me but do girls like all that juice coming out at once. The main reason I started was for a remedy for ED, I 100% know porn has caused my ED and I haven't had the chance to fully confirm it yet because I haven't had the chance to bang after starting because I broke up with my girl. But when I see a picture of porn now because of my friends on a group chat, which I just look at, get very sensitive because looking at naked pictures of girls has a very heightened effect on me now since I don't do it much now. So I can tell because I don't watch HD P or any P for that matter I know if I see a naked girl in person, my desire and passion in the bed will be very strong and exciting.