I relapse today one time out of my 70 day streak i feel guilty now

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Xtownsend, Apr 11, 2021.

  1. Xtownsend

    Xtownsend Fapstronaut

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    I’m 26 years old I went 70 days without porn and masterbation but today I relapse.I jack off to audio porn and porngraphic pictures I also listen to the audio sound of a porn video I didn’t watch it tho so I don’t consider that a relapse but I did see seconds of it because I had to hit play but I did not intentionally watch it I only listen to it . So I don’t consider that a relapse . But I feel ashame for masterbating to audio porn and pics of naked women and then I masterbated 3or 4 times in one day I told myself if I could not hang in there no longer I could masterbate one time out the month until I can quit permanently but I told myself I can only masterbate to my imagination or a Instagram pic I really shouldn’t be masterbating to no pics but I’m trying to be realistic , but instead I end up masterbating to naked pics of women and audio porn 3 or 4x in one day and that happen today. I just need some words of encouragement I’m trying and maybe some advice on what has been working for you . I’m start back up tomorrow with no masterbation
     
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  2. Slimjimjones

    Slimjimjones Fapstronaut

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    I'd day that's still a relapse for your implied goals, but you do you. Block everything P related so you literally just can't get off to anything.

    Cheers!
     
  3. better123

    better123 Fapstronaut

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    You are trying to settle for lower versions of porn or p-subs, hoping that you'll someday be free from them.
    But tell me: WHEN?
    Today, Tomorrow, when?
    Sadly, That day never comes.
    decide NOW that you'll give up all forms of porn.
    See, the problem is that: Porn is not a habit to think: "I don't enjoy it, so I can stop whenever I want." If you continue thinking, you'll find yourself searching for more intense porn. PORN IS AN ADDICTION and is more dangerous than many drug addictions.

    So, Quit NOW and never go back to porn or any of it's subs.