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I need to beat this addiction now before it controls me.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by fighton!, Jan 19, 2017.

  1. Jan 19, 2017 #1
    fighton!

    fighton! New Fapstronaut

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    You don't realize how much porn controls you until you can't recognize yourself anymore. I've been watching porn ever since I was a teenager. As a young kid I was given free reign and my online habits where never controlled my parents trusted me to much. Overtime the good feeling associated with porn and masturbation have dulled along with my relationships, my care for people and for my self. I never thought that my porn habits would cause me so much pain but recently my porn addiction has lead me down a dark path . my addiction to porn and my dulled emotions have lead me to seek out stronger forms of porn and I've found it in online hookups that are nothing but sinful and dangerous. There have only been 4 yet in the last one I noticed I could not control my self that I have become a slave to this addictive feeling , this high. I'm tired of feeling ashamed of my self of being a slave of this mentality . I need to get control of my self again or maybe even for the first time. I fear if I don't change now I will be lead down a very dark path that will destroy me. This is my story... yet its not over.. I will change and become a new person , a stronger and a better person . the person I now I can be. I have to change because there is no other option it is either change or a life full of pain that will lead to my own undoing.
     
    fighton!, Jan 19, 2017
    fighton!, Jan 19, 2017
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  2. Jan 20, 2017 #2
    Shin Iu

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    People always fail, this is a lesson. However, you must walk away from all por or any sexual stuff, which would cause you to"fk" yourself!
    1. if you couldn't control your thoughts, the thoughts would control you.
    2. during the no-fapping period, if you didn't kill your thoughts, then the thoughts would definitely kill you instead.
    3. relapsing situation: you always had the thoughts first, then carry on -- the thoughts are the causes! Some thoughts look like normal or sweet, but actually they're not. For example, testing your certain " ability " or "tolerance", or touch your sensitive parts would cause fapping. No one ever overcame these " self-test", because these thoughts look like "you" or some saints or good/pretty people but are actually some devils. Remember God or good ones would never ask you to test yourself! Especially when you are doing well!
    4. if you ever let your thoughts go over or pass, what coming would be that they totally take over your body and mind, and fap crazily. Plz refer back to point 1, and 2.
    5. Never agree with these thoughts, because remember they are just "tools" in your mind, and they are never real unless you agreed with them. Regards that you are playing the game, the character you are using is a tool, it's not you (are you on the computer :p).
    6.We should strengthen our control over our thoughts, instead of letting thoughts control you, and masturbate you until you lost yourself!--destroyed your life and health, and make you not look like or smile like a human, but a dirty pauper or tramp (forgive me, nothing offensive just a parable for helping you).
    7. Thoughts are just unreal stuff won't affect life, unless you follow it and make them happen! After that, they are fking real!
    8. You must clarify your thoughts, the ones with any sexual stuff or their substitutes, you must not listen to it! You must not listen to it! You must not listen to it!!!!!!!!!
    9. Thoughts are our tools, we are the owner, Do Not let yourself become their slaves!!!!!!!!!
    10. NoFap or Fapping, it all depends on your mind!
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    Shin Iu, Jan 20, 2017
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  3. Jan 20, 2017 #3
    D . J .

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    Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and not judge you.
     
    D . J ., Jan 20, 2017
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