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I Messed up bad.. :(

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Deleted Account, Feb 20, 2019.

  1. Feb 20, 2019 #1
    Deleted Account

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    I've been trying to quit pmo for 2 years now and of late the side effects of relapse have started getting abit scary. I don't suffer from PIED or any of those issues, BUT it's like I've started developing a weird fetish for women's attire.

    I'm still totally attracted to women, but it's like I now get turned on by imagining myself wearing female clothing etc. This shit is scaring the crap out of me..I know it's all porn induced and I know these bizarre fantasies return to normal after a while of no pmo,but its like I can't get myself to stop..it's a hellish downward spiral and I need a way out asap :(

    These desires weren't there a few months ago..that's the worst part
     
    Deleted Account, Feb 20, 2019
    Deleted Account, Feb 20, 2019
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  2. Feb 20, 2019 #2
    OntoANewLife

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    Don't worry about it man, these kinds of things come and go. It's the general progression of being too involved with porn, fetishes develop and start to become more foreign to your actual desires and tastes. These things will fade with time, I know in the 8 months I've attempted to stop PMO, a number of weird fetishes I used to have are just a thing of the past now
     
    OntoANewLife, Feb 20, 2019
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  3. Feb 21, 2019 #3
    DeepSeaDiver

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    You develop certain interests and desires as you explore your sexuality. Porn is not a great way to do this with healthy outcomes, generally.
    If you can’t stop the porn, try to stop the triggering porn that leads to these feelings. Like someone said befor, this is probably short lived, you may have just had an interest that makes it hard to move past.
     
    DeepSeaDiver, Feb 21, 2019
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