First of all, I don't fancy porn and I don't need porn to masturbate. The last time I masturbate to porn was 5-6 years ago. In the past when I watched porn, I mainly skip to the part where the man ejaculates. I always find that to be the best part of watching porn. Coming to the end of last year I read about hyperspermia and was very curious about it. I watched a video of a guy with hyperspermia. This was the first porn related video I watched since 2015 or 2016. The amount of semen I saw was unbelievable and I found myself liking those videos. I'm not gay and I will never be but I like to watch videos of ejaculations. I watched female ejaculation and although I like it, it was not the same as male. I, however, don't enter porn websites to watch these. I would search things like "hyperspermia gif" and "female ejaculation gif" and watch them. Whenever I watch these which is not often, I always have huge cum loads. My cum load actually increased from watching these and it will temporarily increase even more when I watch hyperspermia and then ejaculate. The first time I watched one of those videos I replayed the video for about 30 minutes. After, I went in the bathroom and masturbated for about 1 minute and ejaculated about 3-4x the amount I normally ejaculate. When watching I try to picture myself as the guy ejaculating that huge load. I think because I'm doing it mentally, my body can actually do it physically. From last year to now, I will ejaculate about 2x the usual amount. If I immediately go for a second round, I'll ejaculate about what I use to in the past. I have no idea why I love to see ejaculations (men and women) but more for hyperspermia. Sometimes I feel bad for watching them because I know I'm not gay but I love to see the ejaculations, nothing else. Do you think I have a serious problem?
That is just another type of porn. Also your loads are bigger since you are not doing it every day, it has nothing to do with watching the videos.
My loads did increase. I don't need porn to masturbate, I masturbate whenever I feel like. Most likely I wouldn't masturbate more than once in a given day but about 2-5 times in a week or even less. But after the first encounter with the videos, if I masturbate once per day without the video, my loads would be much more than before I discovered the videos. That's why I said my loads increased
Can you explain more? Your sentences are structured weird. I understand that your loads increased, did you or did you not increase masturbating frequency after stumbling on to these videos? Also, it is porn, gif or not, still porn. To answer your first question, yes, I think you have a problem. This is of course coming from me - someone who thinks porn and masturbation is bad for us. I know there are benefits to abstaining from both of them that I have experienced. I am still however addicted, hence why I am here on this forum. I have noticed that the less I masturbate, the bigger the load will be. That is why I am thinking that the case is similar with you, and that watching those videos have nothing to do with it. I do not know for sure. But I know watching them to find out is going to be damaging to me, so I will not try it.
I did not increase my masturbating frequency when I first started watching these videos, that's how I know that my load increased
For example, let's say I normally masturbate 3 times for the week. after watching the videos, my load increased although I'm masturbating 3 times for the week. I hope this is clearer for you
When we abstain from PMO after frequenent use, we are producing more semen as the body is anticipating that we need more. That's why a relapse after abstinence produces big loads. But, there is a phenomenon that might explain your situation. Apparently, when we view people having sex, this is based on primitive human behavior from thousands of years ago, we produce big loads when it is "our turn". This happens in order for us to increase our chances to impregnate the woman that just already had intercourse with someone else. As well, not 100% on this now, but apparently 97% of sperms seek out rival sperms to kill them. So having big loads after seeing other guys loads might increase your own? Just a theory. It is also theorised that this is why there are so many cuckold guys out there too, for this reason I just gave, and also why porn usually leads to heavy users getting off on cuckold stuff.
I am not understanding what difference this makes for you. Surely, the orgasm is the main event not cum quantity.
it might not increase, it always increase. but only if I see huge loads. but as I mentioned before, my loads increased but if I masturbate after watching it will increase even more
I love to ejaculate huge loads. it feels better if I ejaculate a huge load and it makes the orgasm last longer
