I just want someone to love

I am not expert in relationships, but i think
First, you should move on.
Second, you better love your self first, you should be selfish, kinda not to that degree that touch people, just love your person so much more.

 

Same, i am also high introverted person, but try to climb your walls and watch for a bit how world going on, I am trying to deal with that RN.

 

Queen - Somebody To Love (Official Lyric Video) - YouTube

 

Then, go out and show acts of love to people - there are many folks who need love. Or, is this really not what you're talking about. If not, what is the real deeper need that you are not expressing?

 

Is it really that complicated? Even a child knows. Are you overthinking it? Maybe revisit your inner child even, before it learned a complicated, conflicting, and nihilistic manner of discourse, thinking, and perceiving the world? That is perhaps a great part of it and many more problems still.

 

Just sow the seeds of love, then. It's not for you to be concerned how it may be perceived (and perhaps errantly so) or what fruit comes from it. That's God's domain. Your task is only to sow.

 

Actually, i would accept the billion dollars and just repeat the process again, i am introverted person as well, but i think that is because i have interest that my society cannot accept - at all even my family they urging me all the time because of that- so i am open on social media, like here i barely see Arabic guy.
Like i love west mindset of opening to the world, but as i am much open i am leaving social communication with my society that refuses to accept it.
I don't know what to do about that ..?!

 

I don't have that, in my culture ...

 

Same trouble here...

 

If you can't be everything for yourself you not gonna be everything for someone else.

 

Exactly, like how would you love someone if you cannot love your self first.
You can't give you you don't have

 

Well, why can't you be everything to yourself?

You will never find someone who truly loves you, until you can feel that love for yourself. What you are looking for in others is what is already within you.

You CAN truly express who you are. It is scary and takes bravery, but you can do it. Learn to reconnect with who YOU really are. Not what is expected of you by others.

Once you do that, it'll become much easier to connect with people.

If you need to talk further I am here for you.