I have some quetions. Pls i need ur help

Hi guys, i'm 20 started fapping around 14yo. and P @ 16 yo i think. I've had depression(i think i'm emotionally sensitive) lowself esteem,huge social anxiety, cld wet my shirt completely in a minute of some real discomfort.
i'll go straight to my question.
I've heard people talk abt wet dreams on this forum and i've never had one, but ive had about 12 or even more orgasms during my sleep (all occuring on a streak) all to watching porn or seeing a pornstar hv s*x with sb (all in my dreams).
My 1st experience of this was one time i vowed not to fap ever with all serious sincerity ie. before i knew of nofap, on the 4th night i had this 'dream' and again i was back to the shit, PMO.
After knowing nofap it occurs usually around day 10-11 of a no pmo streak.
After some multiple faliures i managed to make a decision to go 100days without any orgasm whatsoever, so i did my best avoiding all atoms of triggers to achieve this goal. Sadly this morning (abt 2-3am) i had a porn dream, saw myself resisting watching a N***d lady,would have won the war b4 realising i knew the person on the scene, she was my neighbour, she was soo good to my sis...this is how i failed. I askd myslf 'so dis lady is a p actress? lemme take a closer look..continued..' i climaxed..thats exactly when i realised i was sleeping on my bed. Today is day 27. I used to blame p dreams for my slow recovery.
My pain is that my social anxiety was horrible today in school(as always tho,guilt upon guilt etc).
This is soo frustrating i've been lying face up for the past 26days all with the aim of avoiding this.
I may be the only one in my country who is addicted to both P and M, @ least to this extent.
I wonder why i'm soo weird and strange. Maybe this orgasm wld make my recovery similar to that of a person beginning day1.

 

My worry is that i've never had sex in my dream, only orgasming only from watching porn. I want to know if i'm the only one having porn dreams and no sex dreams at all.