Hey guys! I recently made a post about an odd thing happening to me that I’ve never experienced, and wanted to add to that list with THIS post. My last post described me having semen basically pour out of my penis for no reason, with no stimulation and no orgasm. It was chalked up to basically be a “wet dream” while awake. However, shortly after that ANOTHER thing happened. (Possibly triggering material below? Read at your own risk!) Two days ago I was laying in bed, about to fall asleep, and admittedly aroused. About the time I was half asleep (or full, I couldn’t tell you...) I started dreaming (or imagining) a girl with me, performing a sexual act on me. ***The reason I believe I was asleep, or at least mostly asleep was I had almost no control over what was happening, and have never been one to have control of my dreams. Anyways, while this was happening, I could feel myself getting more and more aroused to the point that I was about to O. And right before I did, I woke up. (I couldn’t tell you whether I directly stimulated myself during this or not because it wasn’t a “half-O” like every other wet dream, and that’s why I’m not sure.) As soon as I woke up, I realized I was about to ejaculate and only had enough time to react before probably the biggest O I’ve ever felt crashed over me. It lasted for what felt like forever, as contraction after contraction rolled over me, and left waves of pleasure pulsing through my body. It left my head spinning the rest of the night, and I woke up still feeling the effects of, “what just happened to me...?” Now I’m left with questions, and I don’t need like questions so I came here. So here they are: 1) What happened to me? I’ve never felt anything even close to that O before. It was on a level of its own and left more semen than any other, by far. (Despite my efforts, it was everywhere.) 2) Is it relapse? I wasn’t asleep as far as I know, but I’ve had hyper realistic dreams before. (I can remember laying in my bed moments before any of this trying to go to sleep but I felt like I couldn’t because I was extremely aroused.) I don’t remember DIRECTLY stimulating myself, but I think I can remember my hand being somewhere around my thigh area during this time. Thank you guys! Weird times coming up on 3mo clean, weird times indeed.
