Like many of you I am what could be described as a porn addict. Using porn and masturbation not only when I am aroused but also when bored or just for the heck of it. Until now I must admit I never really saw it as a problem. However a recent experience opened my eyes and finally made me realise that I have to do something about this addiction. I had a sexual encounter with a girl and everything started out ok while she was giving me a blowjob. As soon as she was putting on a condom though I was struggling to maintain an erection, making intercourse difficult. Eventually we switched to doggystyle after I spent some time furiously beating off just to get hard. What was really startling though is I had to start pounding like a mad man from the start just to be able to maintain an erection. Needless to say the girl wasn't very happy with me drilling her like that without much build-up. In the end neither of us came. So now here I am going to try and make a change. Starting today, 28th of March on hard mode. Wish me luck!
Well I'm not in a relationship so it isn't much of a choice really, I am not sure yet what I'd do if I got in to a situation where I was able to have sex to be honest.
