I fell in love with a sex worker

Get serious about nofap and try to make your life better. I think you do not want to have a relationship with a sex worker. She only talked to you since you paid her.

 

I think that word love for prostitute Is too big , you don t believe , you re only infatuated only affeciunad because you re alone , you should find a real friend and go out toghether and find another girl , good luck

 

First off god always loves you. Confess your sins for clarity and a straight mind frame to god. This has helped me.. I do end up feeling a sense of clarity. Tell god about your depression and ask for answers. Maybe they will show eventually, it takes time my friend.


I grew close with a cam model so I know how you feel, this has almost been two years of friendship and we were very close. She even bought me birthday presents or Christmas…. Unfortunately I cut it off..

I realized even though we were close she still had trust issues. I miss her every single day but the only best thing I can do is pray for her and send love, good vibes. We gotta move on even if the communication ceases to exist.

 

So you must have a boner while talking to a woman or what

 

We are on the same boat, and that's why I'm looking for AP , so we can take off the weight on our shoulders, sometimes all we have to do, is bring this demon to the light, where darkness can not exist

 

Have some self respect and don't date sex workers!

 

She's out of the business, if I understood right.

You don't have to! Mutual consent is respected these days. I think there should be lots of options to make sure talking to someone does not lead to sex. And talking to people sounds good when you are lonely.

 

Its because u operate in this mindset, where theres only one woman. I get it, u have PIED so its hard to get more females. One real girl would solve ur problem after 1st night...

Do a hard mode reset?? I had PIED as well. It took me YEARS to improve it, but it improved a lot. Im 39 now, was addicted since 12 years (magazines) till 34 years. Almost a virgin. I had pied with my 1st gf when I was like 16yo! So imagine how bad case I was at my 34yo.. the worse case, I tell u!

1) de wire - make substantial streaks of no PMO hard mode

After like 6 months or more do

2)re wire - get a GOOD PATIENT GIRL and start having sex with her. U will fail. A lot. It took me at least 1 o 2 months to be able to briefly penetrate her. Go thru this, try try try.. it will get better. Repeat for years and one day, nobody vould tell u ever had PIED.

Thats how I did it. Most likely, your way will be much easier.

 

I dont know what to say about this. But one thing I know. It is your responibility on what you decide to feed your mind with. Educate yourself of this trauma. Seriously.

If you keep relapsing and relapsing. What is your end goal? You are going to be in this loop hole of relapsing.

Good luck my brother and be strong brother. Educate yourself and be aware of your thoughts process or your thoughts will consume you.