I feel much less worried about returning to porn when I don't have PIED?

I feel like having PIED has been a major driving force in me being determined to quit all porn and artificial sexual stimulation.

So after a binge for instance I might sometimes notice a few days later wow my dick isn't working the best, I think I have PIED again. Then this puts me into a mindset where I think right I am going to get a long streak of no porn and artificial sexual stimulation. But then a few later after this, or sometimes a week or so later the PIED seems to go away completely and I am getting really good erections again, and then I basically think why not just PMO, I don't have erection issues, I don't have PIED.

Yeah if I don't have erection issues, I feel like this makes me feel much less worried about returning to porn and artificial sexual stimulation.

Like the erection issues seem to seriously motivate me and make me determined to get a really good streak. But then when I begin to notice everyday that my dick is working really good it basically makes me think what's the point in trying to get this really good streak, I don't have PIED or erection issues anyway.

This seems to be the way my thinking goes sometimes. Today for instance the boners I am getting are great. A few days ago I was determined to get this really good streak. But already because of how good my boners have been today I am already beginning to have thoughts where I am thinking I might intentionally not go for this longer streak and just PMO before that. I am already feeling much less motivated to go for this longer streak.

It's like what's the point? I don't have PIED, I don't have erection issues.

This seems to be the way my thinking goes.